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Thursday, September 17, 2009

The Result!

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JENG JENG JENG!





Kita tak beli pun tester la awak! Sebabnya I just did not feel right to do so. The next day, Monday la to be exact. Kita dah tak boleh puasa dah. Dan sakitnya pinggang memang dahsyat masa tu. Almaklum dah lewat 2 minggu. Pada kawan-kawan yang bagi kita mesej positif dan doa-doa, terima kasih. Mungkin insyaAllah doa kalian akan dimakbulkan juga nanti. :)

Oh, lagi satu, kita rindu nak visit blog awak semua tapi kita ada masalah internet connection sekarang ni. Rindu nak baca celoteh korang. Tapi sekarang ni tiap kali nak load page korang je, ambil masa 10 minit. Sorry ya. Kita janji nanti line dah ok, kita akan jadi pembaca setia semula. Rindu tengok kerenah anak-anak kak eynda, tengok arri & molly LOE, cerita-cerita Posh yang selalu je kita tergelak-gelak baca, dami yang suka lontarkan emosi dan ramai lagi lah. Sebelum connection kita ni terputus, baik kita stop kat sini dan post terus. Pada kawan-kawan yang dikasihi, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. Semoga kita pulang berhari raya dengan selamat dan diberkati. Salam Aidilfitri dari kita untuk semua.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Tak Ada Mood, Sakit Pinggang, Puasa Penuh...

Pada kawan-kawan, kita nak say sorry sebab dalam seminggu ni kita tak posting apa-apa dan kita tak visit pun blog kawan-kawan semua. In fact, kita memang tak online pun. Previous post kita ada sebut tentang malas. Tapi malas yang sekarang ni lebih kepada tak ada mood, mood swings la kira.. Pastu kita letih, sikit-sikit letih. Pastu kita dah puasa penuh ni. Maksudnya apa tu?

Oppss jangan sebut ya! Petang ni kita kena pergi farmasi juga untuk beli tester. Tak payah sebutlah tester apa ek u all! Hihihi bukan apa. Kita dah lewat 2 minggu ni. Dah la tu, asyik tak ada mood sebab penat. Ntah kita tak nak pun buat test ni tapi kawan-kawan kita dah dok bising-bising sebab jealous kita puasa tak ada ponteng lagi ni. Mana yang period masa awal puasa hari tu pun dah period balik. Kita yang seminggu sebelum puasa tak period pun, tak period-period ni.

Kalau ada alhamdulillah. Kalau tak ada pun tak mengapalah. Belum rezeki. Lagipun kita masih belum betul-betul stabil. Rumah pun masih tumpang mak bapak. Memanglah Allah dah janjikan setiap umat itu ada rezekinya, setiap anak itu rezekinya Allah yang beri. Tapi rasanya dari segi mental, fizikal dan emosi, kita belum betul-betul bersedia. Kan lebih elok kalau kita bersedia supaya mudah dan tak menyusahkan sesiapa kelak...

Don't worry. positif or negatif, kita akan post result dan gambarnya sekali ya. Rasanya u all dah biasa tengok posting yang positif dan gambarnya. Kalau negatif, kita letak gambar negatif sekali ek.

Pada kawan-kawan, jangan kecil hati ya kita tak menjengah dalam seminggu ni. Kita tahu kawan-kawan pun ramai yang tengah buat preparation nak raya ni. Disebabkan keadaan kita ni, percaya atau tidak, untuk shopaholic macam kita ni, sebuah shopping complex pun kita belum masuk sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ni. So kita buat last minute preparation la tahun ni. Dalam Jumaat depan kita ambil cuti untuk nak cari kuih dan kek untuk rumah mak ayah kita. Memang setiap tahun kita yang sediakan kuih dan kek. Sorry mama, abah, tahun ni lambat sikit ya!

Monday, September 7, 2009

My Family, My Precious!

Being married, is a new start for me. I believe everyone who has got married feels the same way too. Being in charge as a wife, as a daughter, as a sister and an employed worker, just not that easy. Sometimes, I think working is not easy as we sacrifice most of the time at office.

After office hour ends, I go home and settle down a lot of things; cleaning, laundry, cooking or at least buy or go out for dinner. And of course after doing all that, that is not considered as spending time with husband. Spending time with husband for me, is when you use your quality time together. As spending time preparing food or going out for dinner is a responsibility not as spending time. So that is a story for whole day event.

And what about family? Since my family is near, it is easy for me to go back daily or weekly. Sometimes I do, sometimes I just don't. For me spending time with my lovely parents and siblings is just not going back and having dinner there. What? Like 1 hour or 2? I don't agree on that. I will normally find my sweet time, that is after everything is settled and really I go back early from the office or meeting clients. Sometimes I even meet clients late at night. So I don't just 'cilok' my schedule to meet the family for only an hour. I don't take 'BETTER THAN NEVER' in my dictionary. For me it is better never than better than never or I could always stretch my time more than an hour for it, that is if I could.

As being near to family's home, I know maybe my parents would think I can always go back anytime I want regardless how much time I have - 1 hour or 2. But I am sorry I am not that way. If my husband gets a proper quality time from me, that means, they will get it too. But I don't know what they have in mind. Maybe they don't like it. But trust me dear parents, I don't mean to be mean or want to be apart from you guys. It is just we are too good to be in a rushing spending time. I just hope they understand me.

And yes, maybe I have not found the best way to manage my own time. But trust me, this new life is too new for me and I need time for myself too. And I have not found the same recess time with husband. Sometimes I just go back alone as I know he would be in hurry catching up things. Or he could only spend an hour or 2. My nature is that I don't like to burden others.

And lately, I notice that I don't really have time to think about myself. But all I knew and I keep in mind that, I love my family and I bring them in my heart wherever and whenever I go.

Dear family especially my parents,
I am sorry if I do wrong, I am sorry if I ever give you paint, I am sorry if I ever being a disaster and I am sorry if I ever being rude. I just hope you don't misjudge me, I just hope your full understanding will always be for me, and I just hope your love for me will never end. I need your bless so that I would be blessed. I am just sorry... I love you.



***Four of us, Asyraf, me, Nurul and Danial***
(gulp! Danial is about to challenge my height. How time flies!)

***Welcome to the family, hubby next to me***

***Pics are taken 5 days after my big day. We had kenduri kesyukuran before our bertandang ceremony***

Sunday, September 6, 2009

M.A.L.A.S

Ntah kenapa 2-3 hari ni betul-betul takde mood. Nak buat itu malas, nak buat ini malas.

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GTG!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Carrot Cake with Almond - Oh, My Favourite!

Recently, I went to a customer's house somewhere aroung PJ 16. It was quite early in the morning. I had to be there at 9AM sharp. Well, my visit was not for fun nor happy visit but it was more to visiting an unhappy VIP customer. That was the reason why did I go to his house (*bungalow) at 1st place.

I was happy because I seriously stopped my car in front of the garage sharp at 9.55AM of course after went through the most hectic highway in KL, the Federal. I was glad and I was like 'pheeewwwww'.

So sharp at 9AM, i was about to press the door bell suddenly the gate was opened - of course it is an automatic gate. So i was like, 'aha there is someone watching me. lol :P'. A man opened the door and he smiled "Oh, I am so glad that you are here sharp as promised."

It was a nice house I told the man, let's just call him Dato'. Very cozy and warmth. After negotiating, chit-chatting, huhu-haha, blablabla, yada-yada, I was served with a breakfast personally by Datin. I can say she is a very soft spoken lady. Keep it that way Datin, please...

Ok I was served with a carrot cake with almond and coffee. Let me give you the review! As far as I concern, I had never ever have even a slice carrot cake on my tongue. Coz to me, a carrot should be a carrot, let it be cooked as a vegie or let it be blended as a fruit juice. I am a person who sometimes against the new mixture from the origins. :D

I told Datin, seriously I love the cake! Datin was surprised to hear I never had carrot cake. She was surprised and went into the kitchen. Aha I was then very shy to see she brought a tupperware fulled of carrot cake! So, I shall start baking and I've got the recipe.

Let me try this coming weekend or this few days yeah!